Trains and dreams

I watched the trains come and go,
everyday, as I sat by my window.
I've been dreaming of the landscapes far away,
blue skies, green medows, elegant castles with Mansard roofs.
I believed we would see them together,
walking hand in hand, kissing under trees, exploring the world. 

Now, it's all too sad,
as I am taking that train,
to take me to my dreams,
that you are left behind,
and I've been forgotten. 

Makes me wonder if we ever shared a dream,
or was it just my imagination?
I won't ever know.
I won't bother someday.
But now as I am boarding that train,
I am in need of my answers.

It hurts me more then I would ever say,
to leave it all behind,
and wait until all is forgotten. 
But nothing can ease the pain now. 

©JustJess2020

Looks like I have a thing for sad love poetry now. 
But it will pass. Stay safe!